For all that the main character wants is to rejoin his lover’s symphony, to go back to the happiness that they had during their relationship it’s something he can never do. “I just wanna be part of your symphony,” Larsson sings, and this line both appreciates the beauty of the men’s love and gives a hint of the frustration that follows the bike accident. By intercutting the boyfriend’s grief - hearing about the accident from the police, breaking down, smashing the mirror - with the memories of their relationship, the video shows us how infuriating it is, how heartbreaking, to know simultaneously how good something was, and how impossible it is to ever have it again. And what that feels like, of course, is agony. This is what the video does so well: It captures what it feels like to be so close to an impossible love. It’s about being on one side of something, and longing - desperately - for a second side that doesn’t exist. Then, about halfway through the video, it hit me: “Symphony” is a song about frustration. But at first listen, “Symphony” isn’t a sad song or even really an angry one. The main actor in the video, playing the boyfriend, does a terrific performance of the emotional tolls that grief has on a person: He breaks down crying, he smashes a mirror. “Symphony” doesn’t sound like a song about grief. When I first started watching the video, thinking about it in conjunction with its lyrics, it didn’t make sense to me. In the backdrop, a symphony is performing - featuring Zara Larsson as its lead vocalist - and toward the end of the video, the conductor of the symphony is revealed to be the grieving boyfriend. The rest of the video cuts between the grief his boyfriend is going through and flashbacks of their relationship together: Talking and laughing together on a bed, racing through a field. The video is emotional, well filmed and perfectly in tune with the lyrics and feeling of the song.Īt the very beginning of the video for “Symphony,” a man gets into a bike crash on his way home from the library. If you haven’t yet seen Clean Bandit’s new music video for “ Symphony,” now is the time.